Expect The Unexpected

She likes him, a lot. The only thing that she can do is running after him. She felt bad about herself, she has acnes all over her face. She thought that she was ugly. Where ever he goes, you can spot her at the back, following him. She's looking at him all the time, but she will look away when his eyes met hers. Although her heart beats like a freak whenever she walked pass him, she never confess her feelings to him. He deserves a better one, she thought. So this one day, he caught her gaze, again. This time, he walked straight towards her. She panicked. "When will you stop doing this?" he asked. She panicked even more, "I don't know what are you talking about..." she said. "You like me, don't you?" he said. "No," she said. He smiled gently, and walked closer to her. His cologne smell, she thought. He raised his eyebrow, "I had a crush on someone already," he said. "Oh, congratulations then," she replied him with a smile. "Do you wanna know who is it?" "No," and she turned her back against him. Tears start dropping as she walked away. She didn't know that being rejected by someone she loved will hurt so much. It kills, somehow. She wanted to run, but he grabbed her and pulled her into his arms. "Seriously girl..." while resting his chin on her forehead, he asked "can you be my girlfriend?" Her mind went blank at that moment. She looked at him in the eyes. He pulled a huge smile, the smile that she fell for, and rubbed off her tears. "Yes," and she buried her head into his chest.

Parents. I guess ?

Do you know how hard life is with unsupportive parents? Its like you don't wanna die but they force you to. Its super hard ok SUPER HARD. Never tell us how amazing your parents are, we don't know that and apparently don't care about that. When I was a kid, I wanna learn ballet. My mom said " You saw those dancing kid on tv right? All fat fat one you wanna be like them? " As a child obviously I'll say no. Look at how Asian parents kill future generation's dream. Fantastic. As I grew older, I realise that it's all about money. Only richass kid can follow their dreams, and us can only get a kick in our butt follow by " go study lah, play everyday " Without money, the only thing you can do is study. No matter you like it or not. You get a F, study. You get a B, study. You get an A, or 100, study, aim for 101. I'm going out of topic sorry. So recently I pick up a new hobby which is drawing and currently my mom is not being very unsupportive. She is just being unsupportive. My brother doesn't have this kinda kissure cause he doesn't have a life. I'm not kidding bruh. His life is about video games. I can't get to do whatever I like. When I can, she just have to be harsh on me. This doesn't mean that I don't study ok I do. Just, not that much. I only study two weeks before exam. And after exam there she goes again. Study, study, study. IT'S LIKE THE DAY AFTER EXAM YOU KNOW WHAT THE FUCK. I hate this life fucking sick. You know what, I study, not for future sake. I study to get good results, in order to get scholarship, and run far far away from Malaysia, from my family. RUN YOU KNOW RUN. Let her be unsupportive as fuck I'll run. Oh yea, she said, " if I used my money on you, you have to pay for your brother's expenses." HAHAHHAHAH LMAO i'm only three years older than my brother for fuck sake where do I find money. Not even rob can have so much. I don't even know how to name this post lmao I campur everything inside. What's the point of this post again?